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Saturday, January 09, 2010

All I Can't Say



There are so many words I cannot say,


when I look into your eyes.

I want to be able to tell you one day,

but I'm left speechless every time that I try.



You must have stumbled across the key,

and discovered so much more.

You found a hidden place in me,

you found my heart and opened the door.

And I cried in pain

of losing my dear friend.



Will it ever be the same again?

If it passes will it be the end?

I realized it was worth so much,

as I lie in bed that night.

So I allowed my soul to be touched,

without even putting up a fight.

Are my eyes deceiving me,

when I see you standing there?

Are you playing games,

just to prove I care?



You speak my name in a prelude,

in a reference to love,

with such loving attitude,

as if it were a message from above.

With the palms of your hands

pressed firmly against mine,

a white doves lands,

and the sun begins to shine.



Someday I will see,

though that day has not come yet.

You'll say you love me,

but will you ever forget?

If that happens and my spirit dies,

if my emotions drop,

will you want to hold me when I cry?

Or will the love just suddenly stop?

We can't expect to fall in love and never cry.



You'll stay and play your part,

but after the beauty starts to die,

will your footprints still be on my heart?

Though it would be hard to say goodbye,

your friend I'll always be,

as long as we always try,

to keep the friendship between you and me.



The letter I will not send

will casually inquire,

how could you have brought it to an end?

I was your one desire.

After this life is over,

you'll be one person I know I'll miss.



It'll be too late to start over,

and so I leave you with this...

I'll hold you for a lifetime,

if you'll just hold my hand.

We could have a wonderful time,

in the days we have not yet planned.


14 comments:

neha said...

good job dear...
hope to meet soon :)

Unknown said...

arrey iske niche wali bhi pado na
miss neha :)

Shrishtha said...

hi neha how r u
vaise rahul ji ab to kuch nai likhna apki poems ke bare nme
bas me to inhe padti rhti hu
aap jante nahi ki apki nai poems pad kar me kitni khush hu
itne dino se apke msg nai milne ke karan me to jaise mar he gai thi
ab jaan me jaan aai hai

Namita said...

hello rahul ji(ju)
kaise hai aap arrye aap aise bar bar gayab mat hua kijiye ye meri dost hum par bhari pad jati hai aise udas ho jati hai jaise is duniya me isse jyada bada dukhiyara koi nahi hai
hame sambhalna bhari pad jata hai ise
aacha vaise aaap hamari pyari dost se milne kab aa rahe hai bataiye na pls........
hum tio mil nai payenge lekin apki ek zalak to dekh he sakte hai ki kaun hai ye rahul ji(ju)
bbye tc
aur apki poems to " MASHA-ALLAH "

नेहा said...

hey shrishtha i m good ....tum batao howz life??? r u in mumbai??

Shrishtha said...

hi neha am doing good
ap kaise ho.
first of all sorry us din mene apko bahut kuch bola lekin fir rahul ji ne muze bataya ki aap log muzse majal kar rahe the.
vaise am fine and abi to me london me hu family ke sath aai hu,
aaaj kal rahul ji jyada nai likhte, apkopata hai kya ki kya bat hai .
aur wo to kuch batate nahi aap he kuch batao na rahul ji ke bare me :)

neha said...

well i can't say much to u right now... :)
just can say he is busy with sm work hence not getting time to right. U enjoy ur trip come back then think abt it ok.

TC

Shrishtha said...

hello rahul ji kya hua aap to reply he nai karte muze, na koi poem likh rahe hai.
vaise me ye msg isliye likh rahi hu kyuki me koi chance nai lena chahti 2 din rukkar.

"RAHUL JI WILL U BE MY VALENTINE"

psl pls pls

iska reply dijiyega

bbye tc
LOVE U

Unknown said...

hey shrishtha
really sorry
me online nai aa paya isliye apko reply nai diya mene
well i wud luv to be the one but pehle aap muzse miliye to sahi

namita said...

hello rahul ji
kaise hai aap aur kahan gayab ho jate hai
ye pagli shrishtha apni halat ta bilkul dhyan nai rakhti
bas apki post band hoti hai aur iske sanse band ho jati hai
aisa lagta hai ki isme jan he nai hia
aur aap milne ki bat kar rahe hai to me isko apke pas le ke aa jaungi
aap to chand pe bhi bulaohe to ye aa jayegi apse milne wahan

shrishtha said...

rahul ji apne to mere dil ki bat keh di
me to pagal hue ja rahi hu
mar rahi hu apke intzar me.
aap nai jante ki meri halat kay hai

rahul ji
kabhi kabhi sochti hu ki aap muze pagal samazte honge meri batien pad kar lekin muze khud ko nahi pata ki me aisi kyu ho gai hu
aur ha ek bat to mene than li hai ki bas apse milna hai
aur uske bad apko aaacha lage to thik varna me u he jindgi bhar kunwari rah jaungi
bas apki ek photo de dijiyega taki use dekhkar jindgi kat saku.

shrishtha said...

mene ye bat apne ghar walo ko bhi bta di hai aur ab to wo log bhi apse milna chahte hai.
me janti hu ki aap shayad iske liye raji ya ready na honge lekin me kya karti
muze batana pad a
meri tabiyat itni kahrab ho gai thi me depression me aa gai thi kyuki apki poems aur post ana band ho gaye the.
fir mumy papa ne frnds se pucha to namita ne sab bata diya
khud mere mumy papa hairan hai mzue aisa dekhkar
apne meri puri jindgi badal di hai

Unknown said...

hi shrishtha
ye thik nai hai
sabse pehle muze bilkul aacha nai lagega ki koi mere karan apni jindgi barbad kare
aur jahan tak dusri sab abtien hui ye sab abi possible nai hai
apne na muze dekha hai
na mere bare me janti ho aur na he muze janti ho
so pls shant raho aur apni jindgi jiyo
bbye tc

shrishtha said...

rahul ji

mene jo soch liya hai ab wahi karungi
aur muze koi fark nai padta ki aap kaise ho
vaise apki poems he batati hai ki aap kaise insan ho
aur kaise dikhte ho muze koi fark nai padta agar aap is duniya ke sabse badsurat insan bhi ho na to muze koi dikkat nahi ahi
aap itne pyare ho bas yehi mere liye kafi hia
agar me sirf apke photo ke sahare jindgi bita sakti hu to aap kaise ho usse muze koi fark nai padta
:)
love u