Why Did You Leave me ?

I still can't believe what's happened
I cannot believe you're gone
Everyday is a constant struggle
And everything turns out wrong.

I am falling to pieces
As I am withering away
I'm fading into loneliness
While I remember your absence each day.

I would sell my soul
And I'd trip and fall
I'd do anything to have you back
I would risk it all.

I miss your helpful ways
You'll always be my best friend
The very best listener
I'll love you even after my end.

You were the perfect angel
A gift from above
The biggest of all hearts
Only filled with love.

I promise to never forget you
Your memory will prevail on forever
I will see you someday soon
We'll be joined again together.

MidNight Memories ' Mind Stste Of a girl Left By her Love'

Curled up upon comfy purple
sheets, listening to the rain's
song. Tapping lightly at my
closed window. Not yet ready
to rest.

Playing with a piece of my black
hair. As my brown eyes stare
at the ceiling. Thinking about our
lovely past. Such peaceful
thoughts I think tonight.

Climbing out of bed to crack
my window. Standing close
enough for the midnight breeze
to tickle my plump cheeks
bringing upon his favorite smile.

Picking up his photograph that
rest underneath my pillow.
Remembering the heat from his
touch and the pain from his
betrayal. Tears find me now.

Curled up upon lonely purple
sheets. Listening to my faint
heartbeat, tearing quickly
inside my body. Not yet ready
to forget.

I Let You Down

I know you think I'm an amazing guy
But even I cant do everything you want
I did promise you that I would alway try
I am never going to let you down.

Our first valentines I bought you a stuffed bear
You expected something way more from me
Now your mad and don't think that I even care.
I tried but i still let you down

Your birthday gift is the best money can buy
But I didn't catch the hint the other day
You get mad and cant see that i really did try.
But since i didn't listen I let you down again.


I proposed to you at the best restaurant I could find
But it wasn't romantic enough or original
You wanted a proposal that was one of a kind
Even in wanting as my wife I still let you down.

I am driving us home from a great weekend at the lake.
Everything is perfect and soon we will be married.
We are both tired but I promise to stay awake.
But i couldn't and i let you down again.

The telephone pole hit the passenger side of the car
They tell me that you died on impact
I am completely fine and have a single scar.
I couldn't stay awake and I let you down again.

I alway promised to love you and be your husband
But our wedding wasn't for another month
Even though I tried I wasn't a perfect boyfriend
And since I didn't marry you I let you down again.